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TIRED!
Thursday 30 October 2014 | 08:17 |
PENAT. PENAT HIDUP MACAM NI. SEMAK. TOLONG LA FAHAM. TOLONG LA BERTANGGUNGJAWAB KALAU DAH ROSAKKAN BARANG ORANG. MINTAK MAAF. SUSAH SANGAT KE ????? HAIHHHHHHHH PENAT LA HIDUP MACAM NI. ABAH AKU BUKAN MENTERI KEWANGAN. TOLONG LA FAHAM, TOLONG LA BERTIMBANG RASA !Balik Kampung
Finally, I'm HOMED ~
So glad that finally, I'm home. Am so happy right now. Ihiks.
But there's something that had pissed me off. It's about my lappy. Hm it doesn't seems to work. Maybe I need to send it for repair. Haihh there goes my money :(
Something That People Called "LOVE"
Suddenly, terasa macam nak post something kat sini as this evening I were helping Sha to decorate her blog. Yah, actually I've forgot how to edit and what so ever. And it's even worse when Blogger had been upgraded, so I can't find the codes. Sorry Sha *sigh*
Erm what I'm gonna talk today is about LOVE.
LOVE ? Did that thing exist ? In many ways, I've seen lots of people had been expressing their love. The love that I mean here is a love towards the special one, yah that "special girlfriend and boyfriend". Sometimes I got confused. Hm nahh, idk.
Actually, I think I've fallen in love. "Again?" . Yah, again. This time is kinda serious. I've been dreaming bout him day by day. I've been missing him every night. But he hates me. Cause I've made a huge mistake. I cheated on him, I didn't tell him about who I really am. Then, he finds out and now he hates me. He really hates me and he meant it.
Yknow, love is hurting. I'm wondering where's his promises ? Hm a friend of mine said, if he really loves me, he'll forgive me no matter how hard it is. But, he didn't forgive me. Hmmmm
However, I've gained my spirits. Yeah, I'll make him forgive me and fall for me. Over again and again. This is just a small effort of mine. Why need to be shy ? Worrying people might called you " PERIGI CARI TIMBA?" Nah, who the cares ? Even Saidatina Khadijah whom propose Prophet Muhammad SAW at the first place. No need to be shy k *flip hairs*
So the mission that I've planned had been done since yesterday. Although I did not get any respond from him. Hahaha I've sent videos of a little baby through Whatsapp cause he loves baby. Especially Opi. Hihi
I hope this idea of mine will works and he can forgives me. If he can't love me back, it's okay. At least he forgives me. That's enough for me.
And I've been thinking maybe this is a punishment for me. My heart feels uneasy and I keep thinking about him. Maybe Allah is testing me right now. I believe I can go through all this test. I'm strong enough. And I know Allah won't test His servant beyond their ability. Insha Allah, I can do this. Ameen.
So the moral of the story is never break people's trust. And SORRY only works when mistakes are made, not when trust is broken. Because FORGIVING might be easy, but FORGETTING and TRUSTING again is sometimes IMPOSSIBLE.
Bored -.-
The title up there had explain what is my post about. *sigh*
Yeah, I'm bored. Too much bored. Only Wahida and I are in this house. The others had went home. And we got nothing to do. Actually we planned to go out this evening, but our plan didn't work as it was raining outside. So we just decided to stay home. Doing nothing. Oh not nothing, I mean facebook-ing, twitter-ing and what so ever. We did that every minute. Erkkkk
But ...... *jengjengjeng*
I already got a plan for tomorrow. I'm going to UKM Bangi with Wahida. Abah has SUKUM there, so I'm gonna watch football match tomorrow. Excited, isn't it ? Hihihihiiih, I really can't wait for tomorrow. I miss Abah damn much :')
Anddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd, guess what ?
Uncle Jurad is gonna treat me meals for tomorrow ! Hehehe. Oyeahhhh *jumpingonthebed*
And as usual, I have to take the KTM tomorrow. Huh, public transport again. I really don't want to go there by train, but I have to. Need to sleep early, and I hope I can sleep EARLY. I mean it. So tata ^.^
Tiring Day
Today was quite a tiring day for me and housemates. As we went to Mara's office in Kuala Lumpur. Long journey, heh. First, we took a rapid to KL Sentral and monorail to Bandaraya. And then, we walked to the Mara's office which is located in front of the tren's station.
So, after receiving the pass , we went up to the 22nd floor. I met abah's friend whom worked at the office. His named is Encik Zul. Then I passed the copy of my spm's slip to him, he signed them and we had a short conversation. He's quite a funny person. I'm really glad that he's willing to help me with the loan, *blessed* . As I had settled that thingy, we went for our lunch at e Mc Donalds. Heheheh
After that, we took the monorail again and went for a shopping at Masjid India. Yeahh, something like heaven yknow. I bought two pashmina *wink wink* . Heheheheh, I also bought a headphone and a hand watch. Heheheheh . I've spent about
And yeah, I'm already sleepy right now. Wish that I can on the phone with him for a while, but he's kinda busy watching movie. So let him be, I'm hurt. BEING IGNORED FOR THE WHOLE DAY . Jyeahh
Night y'all :')
Assalamualaikum.
Yeahh, It's been quite a long time that I didn't write in this blog of mine. A lot of stories to be told. And hell yeah, I am continuing my studies at University Selangor in Shah Alam. At last, I did managed to further my studies *sigh*
And now, I'm already in semester two. Cool right ? Hehe. I've met great friends here. And I'm glad that I know them, they're so understanding and cool. *Ohyeah* . They are also "gila-gila" . Hahaha. Now I'm studying in Medical Laboratory Technology. Actually, it's quite hard cause I really need to study harder than before. As for your information, I'm not serious when I'm in secondary school. So, here I have to study Chemistry and Biology. I did kinda love Biology, but Chemistry ? Ahhh, yknow. Its boring and I hate chemical equation. Wuarghhh *screams*
Enough about my studies and what so ever. I'm gonna tell ya all about my housemmates and also roommates. Okay, so now that I've moved to a rent house, my roommates also had changed. When I stayed in Mais, I were put in a room with Wahida and Nabila. Wahida is from Kedah and Nabila is from Terengganu. So, as Wahida is also from the North, we spoke "Utagha" with each other. My other housemates are Ain from Ampang, Sha from Kedah, Fiqa from Cheras, Anis from Sabak Bernam, Diana from Shah Alam and Yaya from Rawang. It was quite enjoyable moments we had there. But when we're in this semester, we have to move to a rent house. And Fiqa had moved and study in Melaka, then Yaya had moved and live with her classmates. So, we decided to add another member of this house, and her name is Shida. Our house were like in a "pasar malam" every night. Hahahaha I really love it.
Although I've make new friends here, it doesn't mean that I've forgot all of my friends in Perlis. I've been missing them everyday. Adilla, Athirah, Wani and Syipak, I miss you guys so much *wipe tears*.
There are lot of stories that I want to share, but I'm already sleepy. I'm going to KL tomorrow morning, need to settle about my loan. Haihh and I've to skip my Anantomy's class. Maigawdddddd , sad isn't it ? Skipping class again. I'm sorry abah and ma :(
Going to bed already, good night peeps. Xoxo
Selamat menyambut Ramadhan
Assalamualaikum semua. first of all, i just want to wish "Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan Al-Mubarak" to all Muslims. actually, i'm a little bit nervous to celebrate this fasting month as i will sit for SPM's trial this month. and of course, i'm not ready yet. i haven't finish studying and reading all the past lessons. oh maiii, :( . hopefully i can finish studying all the subjects. especially biology, chemistry and physics. haihhhh. So, as tomorrow all Muslims will fasting, i think i'm gonna go out, lepakings and chilling out. i'm full with stress right now, and i need fresh air. phewwwww. kbye |